I am Jack's :: Scattered Consideration
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Mandus (extended) :: Amnesia OsT
This song is fucking incredible.
I have a reasonably large entry planned for tomorrow. Nothing too intense to reference today.
Although, I think it's worth mentioning that I have lined up a new set of "things" on which to work.
One, is to finish my project. It's a long way to go, yet. But it'll get there. Just need to do a little at a time.
Two, is to really schedule time to practice harmonics. Both tomorrow, and weekly. This is something I want to teach myself.
Three, I re-read my last three entries, and I'm pretty dissatisfied with them. I almost want to go back and redo them, but I think I'll just leave them instead as a reminder to myself. Slow down; flesh things out. Don't procrastinate. Don't rush it. Understanding is not made up of such things.
Four, is to commit to memory Katie's poems; I want to be able to inhabit them. Maybe, if I burn them into my brain, and commit them to memory, some day I'll find the place she was, when she wrote them. And I'll understand a little better.
Five, the Seven Codes. I must memorize these, as well:
義 - Gi - Justice
勇 - Yuuki - Courage
仁 - Jin - Benevolence
礼 - ei - Respect
誠 - Makoto - Honesty
名誉 - Meiyo - Honor
忠義 - Chuugi - Loyalty
"Mono no aware"
And lastly, two quotes that have been rattling around inside my head.
"You know that place between asleep and awake? Where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll be waiting... .... and that's where I'll always love you."
And
"Friendship must dare to risk, or it isn't friendship."
Lots to think about.
Lots, indeed.
Though, I won't lie-- I wish that this time was being spent and invested, instead, on Katie.
I wish she would sanction and endorse and help me.
Miss her.
12:39 a.m. - 2013-11-15
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